October 2015 - The Wabi-Sabi Writer

Saturday, October 31, 2015

Eve of Words
October 31, 20151 Comments



Tomorrow begins my quest to write a novel in a month.  50K words in 30 days. 

As I sit here contemplating a month of words, I am faced with the ever familiar dilema - what to write.  Sometimes it is just a matter of sitting down, of putting pen to paper, fingers to keyboard.  Or the scavenger hunt for the elusive "time" to write.  Hints of it, in retrospect after a day long Orange is the New Black or Game of Thrones binge, or that aching longing for it, in dull meetings or frustrating circular conversations with co-workers.  Yet when I get down to the task at hand, notions and inspiration leave the building.  And I am left to fixate on things that are equal parts frustrating and compelling...

Finish Fences - The 2013 NaNoWriMo winner - a story well underway but with at least 50K to reach a first edit worthy ending.  Would be nice in light of the my other life-quests to finish something I started.

Delve into the madness of Van Gogh Latte - a story spanning a few thousand words that would wind its way through manic obsession and psychotic breakdown (the main character, not the author - one would hope)

Instead I am opting for A novel Novel - one I have likened to Jodi Picoult meets Stephen King.   


Time to take a deep breath and jump in... Won't you join me?



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Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Writer's Block

Sunday, October 4, 2015

Moleskine
October 04, 2015 2 Comments

It has been a long time

I have not wanted to face
the honesty
the bleakness
the harshness
the reality

that becomes undeniable
once stroked

that space
between the lines

at last...

the wine flows
lush and long
ribbons
warming words
like velvet


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Saturday, October 3, 2015

9th Step
October 03, 2015 2 Comments



I am alone
except for those
that run 
hot and cold
circles 
around me

A howling maelstrom 
whips wild
long brown hair and intentions
like an afterthought
onto the sidewalk

oh sweet friend
all blush and coy
you pull my truth
out like a splinter

I long to be free
of the fierce transfixion
but dread birthing 
the jagged point
that rips both ways

My swollen lower lip
throbs
threatening
 to split
a gossamer scar
betraying
 a slip
in judgement long ago

When in the shadow of his glistening hopeful words
       I could shine no light

A decade had passed
when I received his release papers
an oblation
a curse 

Forever entrapped
I must remain 
burdened
blistered
in the shadow of silent amends



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Friday, October 2, 2015

Binge
October 02, 20151 Comments

I hear my name
being called 
in the soft static hiss
as the world 
turns vague
flickering
notions
into poisonous medicine
I cannot stop
swallowing


Hours 
stretch 
into days
seep
into weeks
bleed
into years

The last words

I hear
my own 
silence

Where did my life go?

The plasma shimmers
blissful
into 
the void



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Thursday, October 1, 2015

Eos
October 01, 20151 Comments

Words 
like clouds at dawn
cluster and fan
out and across
an endless intention

Their brilliance 
glows
ripe
behind the blinds
Urging me 
upwards
and out
above the sleeping city
my complacent comforts

to witness
inspiration
if only for a few moments
my blues
burn
orange




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